To sleep, perchance to dream…
Amber is very loquacious today.
Seriously, I’m all chattery and babbly.
I told you the spring weather gets me all excited and it is another gorgeous day here! Between that and a certain sexy Doctor, I am all super smiley these days.
Spring is definitely in the air kids.
I have been kept busy today with quite a few of my favorite callers and I will be sure to post again later tonight because it has been a fun day so far. Now though, I need to tell you about this HOT dream I had this morning.
I usually wake up to let out my dogs around 8 or 9 am and I stumble around all groggy for a few mins and then climb back into bed for another couple of hours. I really do not sleep enough or at least not enough uninterrupted sleep but that’s another story. Anyway, that second time when I get back into bed is the time that any dreams that I might have happen. I guess because it is a lighter stage of sleep or whatever, I don’t know.
I also mentioned just in the last week or so that my dirty dreams almost always have that guy, the 27 yo crush of mine in them. Of course, once you say something like that the universe makes sure to change it so this morning there was a new star.
Ok now, I know most of you are probably not at all frivolous or whatever and don’t entertain silly things, but I am girlish and silly and I still do. So I have this fascination with dreams and I think the ones you remember are like subconscious messages or something. I had a dream dictionary for awhile but I don’t know where that thing is and anyway you can just google everything. Particularly the weird dreams with the things that don’t make sense or whatever. Some dreams are pretty easy to interpret, of course. Others not so much.
Like I have this recurring dream that takes place in this old dusty sort of lobby or entry. It’s all dark wood and heavy brass fixtures and it’s very clear to me, I can see the dust floating in the sunlight and stuff even. I can’t quite crack that one – it’s not usually scary or anything, I just often find myself there. I did come up with a theory that it is sort of a wake up signal that I’ve created for myself because more often than not once I realize “Oh hey, I’m in that lobby” I wake up. The brain is a mystery you know so don’t just dismiss it! I’m serious!
Anyway, this morning. Oh actually I’m not done with my dream class. You aren’t really supposed to look for hidden meaning in dreams that involve things from the last two weeks – they are usually the straightforward, easy to understand type. Like you are thinking about x and x or whatever and so that’s on your mind and it is not odd for it to show up in your dreams even if the things are completely unrelated. You kind of just have to take those at face value even if the setting is weird or something. Aren’t you all glad to have me teach you all of this? You lucky, lucky boys.
Ok – NOW – this morning’s dream:
I’ve been picking up little tidbits of information from the above-mentioned sexy Doctor and he’s obviously been swirling around in my thoughts so ta da, there he was this morning. Or, there I was I guess. I was at his imagined house. There was apparently some sort of regular annual party that he has (I don’t know if that’s true – I think that comes from me just being excited about the warm weather) and so it was the day/night of that party. So it was all people he knows and of course no one that I know, except for him. We weren’t together (yet) – he was in another part of the house and I was out with the party guests roaming around and mingling. There were a lot of people. I became aware that I was hanging around with this girl (who as luck would have it was Kirsten Dunst – not sure how SHE got in there but she is a lil cutie so who cares).
In the dream though, she wasn’t Kirsten Dunst she was some girl, maybe a long time family friend or something and she knew everyone. She was just linking arms with me and we were running around together enjoying the party.
Ok so, this made perfect sense in my dream. Apparently at this party, the “big event” is the lighting of a big bonfire in the back (not sure where that comes from either) and people started finding their way outside and waiting around for him to come out and light it.
Now, it’s already getting a little hazy and dreams sort of just jump around and can be tricky to sort of articulate but at some point while I was hanging out with Kirsten-not-Kirsten, I found this note on the counter. A secret little instructional note of the naughty variety from him to me. I read it and was all YAY about it. I really did remember it more clearly this morning, but the gist of it was “when everyone goes out, meet me in the -something- room (study? den? office? something like that) and be wearing whatever whatever and expect to whatever whatever (hot dirty stuff!) and don’t tell anyone”.
At some point I realized I was dreaming but it was so yummy I just went with it and was able to stay in it for a little longer. So I notice the guests start to head outside for the fire thing, and that gets me all worked up and tingly and wet and, you know. The Kirsten-not-Kirsten girl tho is glued to me and I’m trying to think of excuses to get away from her so I can slip off and then I finally manage it and I am trying to run-walk back to the house without attracting attention and I find the room and yay, there he is, and we are like all passion-filled lusty crazy and it was just getting REALLY GOOD and — my alarm went off.
Sigh. I doubt there’s really anything hidden going on there. I’m obviously having dirty thoughts and desires and the secret part of it is easy to figure out as well. It’s possible some of the finer details, like maybe the fire or Kirsten-not-Kirsten, have some hidden meaning but who really cares? I do remember being especially pleased that he was avoiding all those people to secretly rendezvous with me. Yeah, that’s not hard to figure out either. 
It was hot. It was yummy. And I didn’t want to wake up.
Tags: Dirty Dreams
