Ok, it’s later now. I am calmer and less ranty than I was earlier. I’m not happy that I was stolen from (and probably will be again), but I guess it kind of goes with the territory. I am trying to convince myself it is because they just wish they could be like me or whatever - and that helps heh. A short nap and a long bubble bath didn’t hurt either. I also used the spa products from Doctor D (who I am pretty sure promised me another type of facial as well, hmm).

So in the midst of that today, you guys kept me pretty busy! More on that later. I want to particularly mention Master J who sent me cheer up kisses and just generally made me feel good knowing he was out there and that he cared.

I had a nice note earlier today from one of my “naughty accomplice” guys. I’ve posted some of his emails previously. This one was a little more personal so I’m not going to post it, but I will say he said he “felt sad for me that no one was being generous” and he “was thankful that at least the good Doctor was taking care of me”. I thought that was very sweet and I appreciated being acknowledged - my Doctor does, in fact, take very good care of me and it’s nice to see I’m not the only one that recognizes that.

About the presents and the Wish List - I know I pout and stuff… I am a girl after all and we tend to do that. I like the presents, a lot, they make me feel special and cared for and closer to you. It really excites me to go to that mailbox and find a little treasure waiting for me. It’s a little extra something special and it means a lot to me. I get just as squealy and excited if it is a $10 thing or a $100 thing, I really do.

But I do want to say that I understand some of you can’t buy presents for me and that it’s not about you wanting to. I get that for some of you just being able to sneak in an occasional call is a big deal and I don’t want to minimize that or seem ungrateful in any way. You guys are excused. The rest of you though… should show a girl some love!

And briefly… drunk dialing. Do you guys do this?? I know some of you must. I myself was drunk dialed last night by an unhappy ex that first started out kind of sweet and forlorn and ended up kinda not so sweet. He left me eight messages. I’ve learned it’s best not to answer - usually only I remember them the next day anyway. I am not going to go off on a whole thing here but, seriously? The drunk dialing? It’s only cute when you are actually seeing the person. Like you’ve been out with the guys or something and are home and in that lovey level of intoxication where the drunk dialing enables you to say sweet things that maybe you otherwise might be too shy to or whatever. The drunk dialing ex, however, is not nearly so endearing.

Do you ever notice if you start thinking about someone or talk about someone that you haven’t heard from in awhile they tend to contact you in the next day or so? It happens to me A LOT.

Now, it’s time to bring sexy back.

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I have a new guy I’ve been playing with the last couple of days. He has a super sexy voice and likes to do teen phone sex calls with me with a hint of age play and a lot of naughty. We’ve spoken twice so far and I have to say I am digging his hot voice and sexy ways. His roleplay choice is really getting me going because he hit on something that actually sort of mirrors my first experiences as an eager young girl crushing on an older guy.

So imagine you find out there’s this hot young girl in your neighborhood that has a crush on you. You know that at only 14 she’s much too young for you, yet you can’t help being intrigued because let’s face it - what guy wouldn’t be. She’s cute, she’s really starting to look like a hot chick and not so much a little girl anymore and she wants you. No brainer, right? How can you resist that?

So you give her a call and have her come over to “hang out” with you. She dresses up as provocatively as she can at her age hoping to be sexy for you and comes over at the appointed time. She’s all nervous and excited and you have no doubt in your mind all you need to do is make one move and you’ll be sampling her hot little body.

Oh, she’s not completely innocent. She’s made out with guys her own age - kissing, touching, exploring some - but for the most part she’s pretty untouched and innocent still. You wrestle with your conscience briefly but the thought of her perfect young tits and her tight teen pussy wins out over reason. Your dick is hard and she clearly wants you.

This is the point where the roleplay and my real story part ways a little bit. Yes, I really did have an older guy crush - he was 27, I really was 14 - and yes, he found out I was super crushing on him and we did “hang out”. We’d make out in these brief little secretive interludes and then he’d back off and I’d be devastated for awhile until the next time we found ourselves alone. The temptation was just too great for both of us and each time we went a little further until he ultimately did take my virginity and start me on my sexual journey.

If you want to hear more about the real story, I love talking about it because it was such an amazing, exciting, totally thrilling time for me so just ask and I’ll share share share.

The roleplay, however, is, as it should be, a lot nastier, dirtier and, well, faster. Like, the first time I go over in the fantasy, I’m learning how to suck cock. That didn’t happen in the real version - at least not the first time.
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